Tuesday, November 30, 2010

..Hilangnya erti sebuah kejujuran..

Hmm..xtau nape hati terdetik ingin berbicara mngenai topik ni.. mgkin ni ape yg aku rase n lihat setiap hari. Being  someone yg pnah kna tipu, pnah di lukai n pernah mnyukai mnjadikan aku agak sensitif dlm isu2 sebegini. Baik di mana juga aku berada, time study dulu..n now time kje, senario ini sentiasa berulang dan berlaku di depan mata aku. Anyone can play this words around.. and it all started with.. "We're Just Friends". Atau erti kata lain.. "Kite org kwn je la.."

Dalam kehidupan..tak salah klau kite mncari yg terbaik dlm hidup kite. Tapi ianye mnjadi salah seandainye bertentangan dgn tujuan asal kite. Maksudnyer di sini..yess, kdg2 kite kna grab kbaikan yg ade di depan mate kite.. tp sblm kite grab kbaikan tu..tanye la diri tu dulu.. Perlu ke kite ambil kbaikan tu? Adakah kite betul2 perlu kbaikan itu untuk diri kite? Sama lah seperti sesebuah perhubungan itu.. Yea..kite di beri peluang untuk bertemu dengan ramai manusia yg dtg dari pelbagai background. Dlm byk2 tu mgkin ada a few yg ade 'chemistry' ngan kite..tapi perlu ke kite grab sume yg ade chemistry ngan kite tu utk jalin hubungan? Adakah kite perlu hubungan tu dalam hidup kite? Bergantung pada keadaan.. andai masih mencari, xsalah mncuba..betul x? Tapi..

Bagaimana kalau sudah berpunye or ber'komitmen' dgn org lain..perlu ke??
Inilah senario yg selalu saye lihat..people flirting with each other..even though dh beri komitmen pada org lain. Tak rasa bersalah ke pada pasangan anda? Sedikit pon xde ker...berhubungan dgn insan lain secara sulit or rahsia.. Alasan yg di beri.. safer answer.. we're just friends.. Betul ke kawan?? KAWAN ker if pandang memandang 24/7? KAWAN ker if ber'SMS' almost all the time? KAWAN ker if malu2 n cover dpn si dia? KAWAN ker bile melayani si dia lebih dari kekasih hati (kononnnyer kekasih) yg sudah anda berikan janji manis dan komitmen dulu?

KAWAN JUGAK KER??!!!
CHEATING behind the one who loves u.. Always REMEMBER,
what u did to people will automatically happen to u later..
THINK WISELY!


Cukup2la tu..karang org tegur kate dengki..kate org busy body.. tp pikir x knape org tegur? Org xkn tegur klau kite xwat slah. Pernah dgr perumpamaan melayu "Pokok xkn bergoyang klau xde angin" x? Pernah kan..so, pndai2la pikir sendri.. Tuhan dah bg akal fikiran, fikir la yg terbaik. Kalau hati dh suka yg lain.. mahu perhubungan yg baru, lepaskn lah yg lama pergi.. Berterus-terang la.. Kejujuran itu penting. Jangan sakiti hati org yg tulus mnyayangi dan mencintai kite..hanya kerana ketamakan yg bersarang kt dada kite semua. Bayang kan psangan kite pulak yg ada affair dgn org lain..tahu pulak awak marah kan? So, jagalah diri..jangan buat org lain mnyampah dgn prangai anda.. okay? Klau agak2 dri tu gatal terlebey..nk flirt ngn ramai org dulu b4 nk choose yg terbaik..my advice.. Don't Make Any Commitment With Anybody.. OKAY?!!

ME..nyampes dgn p'gatal2 dunia yg xsedar diri..

Love is a sacred things for me.. Hate it when people destroy
the true meanings of love.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Perkahwinan..bukan tiket untuk bermesra2an di tempat awam..okay?!!

Waa..akhirnye aku mpunyai mase utk mnulis isu yg dh bmain kt benak kpala aku ni since slasa lalu.. Lama sgt xupdate blog due to tuntutan kerja yg mlampau..haha.. xdela mlampau, juz sdikit kpenatan..
Okay..enough. Back to the stories.

AL-KISAH.. kerja/training diz week dkt semua house from monday to wednesday.. So, mls nk drive g town..decide nk guna lrt once again. Drive smpai lrt putra n then proceed to masjid jamek.. Monday was fine..since dtg terlebey awl..hehe. Kul 7.15 dh nek train..hihii. Tuesday morning also great.. nothing happened.

However, balik tu cm hampeh sket..turun train..i mean lrt kt stesen putra.. On the way nk g parking kete..lalu la kt tepi stesen tu..kt tmpat stall2 kecil tu..n then de moto parking kt c2. Org sgt ramai since bkn aku sorg je yg nk g car park utk balik. Happened to be.. mase lalu dpn kaunter tiket for bas ke genting tu..nmpak diz 1 couple. Lelaki n perempuan..sedang bcium2 manja di khalayak ramai. Ciss..sungguh jijik aku melihatnye. Melihat pnampilan prempuan tersebut yg berbaju kurung n btudung bawal yg agak labuh dan besar bidang nyer.. sye assume or anggap maybe suami isteri. Tak nk bprasangka buruk.. Si suami nyer sye xbrape jelas sgt muka nye since die pkai helmet. Gaya cm anta isteri nk naik lrt..nk g mana..waallahualam..sye xpasti.

Tapi..persoalannye di sini.. knapa mesti bsikap sedemikian?? Hmm...skali pon seandainye anda sudah berkahwin dan memiliki lesen sah halal untuk bersentuhan..perlu ke begitu di tempat awam?? Tak malu ke anda..sye pulak yg malu tgk aksi sedemikian. Tak sedar ke anda itu islam dan melayu.. dimana letak nye adab dan kesopanan anda.. Andai anda pasangn mat saleh ke sye xkisah..tp mlayu n islam. Sye pon bukan la baik mane..tp sye tahu erti malu.. Even if u're married..please...go n get urself a room!! 

Saye mngerti skirenye anda rse susah ingin mlepaskn psgn anda pergi/berpisah dgn anda.. tp xperlu la nk kiss manja2 byk2 kali..kot iye dh kawen skali pon.  Cukupla sekadar mcium tgn suami anda. Kalau nk kiss jugak..kiss pipi sekali je dah la.. tak perlu la smpai ade dialog.. "lagi la.. alolo, skali je lagi.." di sertai dgn rengekan manje yg jelas kdengaran tatkala saya lalu d tepi mereka.. Malulah..dh la situ tmpat mnunggu teksi, siap ade byk stall tepi tu.. (+) ade ramai kanak2 pon kt c2.. xsegan ke? Nak bermanja skali pon..tggulah kt rumah yea..xperlu nk terang2an mnunjukkn kasih syg anda. Saya tahu anda mgkin sudah bernikah.. tp igtla wahai semua.. Perkahwinan itu xseharusnye di jadikan sebagai tiket/alasan untuk anda bermesra2an di tempat awam. Ini Malaysia..sebuah negara islam. Bukan negara barat..




Semai dan baja lah pkahwinan anda dgn nilai2 yg sepatutnyer.. jgn sesekali kotori
kesucian sebuah perkahwinan itu..
(gambar sekadar hiasan)

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Journey..back to basic..malu with uia students and malay people..

For the first time today..i went back to the basic. Haha..knape?? Mesti sume cam pelik kan.. takdela, juz sekian lama..ari ni aku kmbali mjejakkan kaki ku ke stesen lrt putra. Feels so weird after almost 1 and a half year drive my baby rio and never took public transport. Byk perubahan..especially in their inside details..more safety n more colourful. Nice la..after soo00 long..dpt lihat ader perubahan. Even station putra tu pon byk brubah..sudah ade byk atm machine..self service touch n go vending machine..and added line for touch n go lines only.. cool! =)
Keep the good service ya, RAPIDKL services..hehe..

Well..dlm keenakan ku menaiki lrt arini..ade jugak kenangan yg bg ku agak terkilan, malu dan sedih.. Nak tau knape...let me tell you the story.. AL-KISAH..seperti biasa klau dh naik kt stesen lrt putra, pasti sebilangan nyer adalah students uia itself..  I was sitting at the end of the train..then, ade this bunch of group..3 person.. 2 girls and a boy..uia students. Cmne sye tau??? Kerana mereka berbincang mngenai subjek eap..and markah carried mark for their essay n draft..takot x pass eap.
 I was once uia students too..happened to be former uia student now.. This 2 girls and a guy was sitting in front of me..and both of the girls was sitting dkt 2 chairs yg specialised for pregnant women, handicap person and old folks. Once they're all sitted, one of the girls dh ckp..kite sit kt tmpt for special people..but the other girl tu leh cakap.. " Alah, xpe...sape nk marah." And that guy seat next to them. 

Along the way, mase kt wangsa maju lrt..ade this old man.. well, not that old..around 40 yrs old n pak cik tu buta.. Mase kt luar tu pon i dah kesian tgk pak cik tu..sume dok pusu2 masuk, xde org yg tlg dia.. pak cik tu almost nk crash langgar lrt coz nk cari pintu masuk..xde sape pon tlg die..padehal kiri kanan melayu..i repeat..MELAYU!!! When pakcik tu almost nk hit the train, then 1 guy coming..looks like mat saleh.. grab tgn dia n assist dat pakcik.. Dorg pon enter the train.. Mat saleh tu bwk dat pak cik straight kt tmpt utk disable people..means..tempat minah2 blagak td duduk.. 5 second..dorg leh pandang n wat dono jer.. Astagfirullahalazim..pe nk jadi la..yg jantan tu plak, dhla dia sekor je jantan kt situ... dia pon leh wt dono..bukan nk bgun an act as a gentleman.. Ishh..malu2..dhla mat saleh tu still ngah pegang tgn pak cik tu..

5 second past by and pintu nk tutup.. I yg xsampai hati..cepat2 bgun and offer dat pak cik duduk.. Mat saleh tu bwk pakcik tu and bg dia duduk kt seat i td..n mat saleh tu sempat senyum lagi n say 'terima kasih' kt aku.. Bukan la nk ckp kt cni aku ni baik sgt..but my point is kite org melayu..di ajar adab dan tatasusila.. I'm not perfect either..tp sye xtrgamak membiarkan org2 seperti itu diperlakukan sedemikian rupa.. Cuba bygkan if kite di tempat mereka.. And girls tu..xmalu ke anda duduk dan enggan bangun dgn seat yg sememangnyer hak mereka.. Sungguh kcewa dgn insiden tu.. Dan yg paling kecewa..both girls and a guy tu students uia..yg di ajar ilmu agama..terutama skali adab.. Tk tahukah anda erti timbang rasa? Simpati? Tolong menolong? Hormat menghormati? Bukan niat sye memalukan uia students..coz sye juga ex-uia student.. Tp sye teramat2 kcewa dgn sikap mereka2 ni..mgkin bukan semua..tp segelintir drpd mreka. Dimanakah titik kesedaran mereka??!!!
TAK TAHU BACA KER??!!!

 Tapi kekecewaan sye xbrakhir di situ...

Pak cik tu turun..xsilap saye dkt damai or jelatek. Sye kurg pasti.. Happened to be..depan pakcik tu ade 3 org lelaki melayu yg dewasa n nampak ttg kekurangan pk cik tu.. Bila dgr announcement dh nk smpai, bile train tu slow..pak cik tu bgun..coz nk turun. Skali lagi sye mnyaksikan peristiwa yg sungguh memalukan.. Dari jauh sye perhatikan..xseorg pon yg mbantu pk cik tu keluar..bile pk cik tu on d way nk exit lrt..yg dpn dia leh mngelak ke tepi je..bukan nk assist pk cik ni.. Yg memalukan lgi..3 org yg td bdiri dpan pak cik tu pon turun at the same station..but dorg juz kluar melulu jer..dan pak cik tu pon terkebil2 seorg diri.. mcari jalan turun dan keluar stesen. Buat sjenak..saye beristighfar sebentar dri jauh..klau sye hampir pasti sye dh tlg pk cik tu.. Tp sye brada jauh sdikit dri situ selepas bgn dri seat td.. SEDIH!!! Sedih sgt dgn attitude mereka2 semua.. btapa kejamnyer manusia zaman ini..sanggup mperlakukn pk cik tu sedemikian rupa. Dahla menidakkn dan mrampas hak yg di beri pada mreka.. EEee..geram tul la ngan minah 2 ekor tu...dh la duk seat vvip tu..pastu leh xnk bgun plak..yg lelaki tu pon sama..leh slamber badak wt xnmpk n sembang ngn minah 2 ekor tu..sengal!

ME..BENCI DGN MEREKA2 YG SEKUFU!!! MALU! MALUuuu sgt2!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Another step to Celcom Careline..

Hi..my name is Sabrina and i'm one of the trainee in Menara Celcom. Currently employed by HirePlus Sdn Bhd under VADS..in 'Celcom Project'. Today is my fourth day working/training in Menara Celcom. And todays also my first assessment for product assessment. Alhamdulillah, everything when well and smooth. I passed the  first assessment with total marks of 95/100. There's gonna be another 3 assessment to go. Tomorrow we will proceed with another topic insyaallah.. =)

Cheewahh!! Speaking la kitew arini..hihi.. Lama dh xckp fully english..klau stakat rojak tu laju la..hihii.. Arini dpt new experience lagi..spend dkt 1 jam setengah duduk ngan senior yg tgh bkerja and perhati cara mreka mnguruskn panggilan Celcom Careline. Arini sy dpt peluang duduk ngan Nadia,23 thn..sgt brutal n rockers sket budak tu. But alhamdulillah, dia sgt baik dan xkerek mcm senior2 yg lain..aku senang bertanye dgn die..nice girl.. and nice SENIOR.. =) Happy...

Arini knal kawan baru lagi..and today rileks sket. Yg cuak nyew time nk wat assessment and tggu result pass ke x? Ada juga rakan yg kurang bnasib baik..xlulus..but luckily dorg leh wt 2nd assessment. Hope dorg lulus diz time. Tak best plak klau ada kwn2 yg sama2 blaja tetibe kna kick out kan? I'm sure dorg leh lulus..hope sgt2! Today rehat yg plg lama.. 6.30ptg smpai 8.30mlm..2 hours..mkn pon byk..lepak pon lame kt kedai.. huhu..hujanla pulak arini..sedap la lepak kt pulau tikus tu lame2..hihi.. Pelik gak, asal la dorg pggl tu pulau tikus kan? Kata nyer..kt c2 byk tikus..tp klau byk..nape ramai je yg dtg mkn c2..bkn kte2 yg kje kt celcom je..siap yg dtg bwk ank bini segala..haha.. tapi mkn mmg sedap and murah kt c2.. juz parking jela mahal..tp pe nak wt..situ mmg susah parking. Klau de parking pon kt basement yg horror tu.. xnakla..takut gue!

Pastu td nak balik En.Adrin leh citer pasal koleksi2 bsiri HANTU kt Menara Celcom tu...bengong jek! Dah r aku balik tiap2 ari akn lalu jln yg gelap sket..haiyee..mulut manyak cabul woo00!! Hmm..insyaallah xde pape spnjg kje kt sana. Aku cri rzeki halal..bkn nk kcau tmpt org..kan??? Hihii..sekian update sye utk arini.. 

~PeaceOneLove~

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART V

Third day of work..Wednesday 10/11/2010
Arini reach home around 12:15am..everything when smooth. Much closer to all fellow colleagues kt tmpat training. Supposed ade assessment today, tp postpone esok. Awal kelas..hoh00..sgt takott!! Passing mark is 85%.. Encik Adrin ckp akn ade 4x assessment utk kteorg..aiyarkk!! Sgt pening woo.. Honestly, learning bout all the Celcom prepaid product sgt memeningkn coz ade byk sgt point ank2 yg kecik2 tu..hope everything when smooth besok. Sgt takut utk assessment..cm nk amik final exam lak..huhu. 

Arini rabu..dh masuk khamis..lusa sudah jumaat..sgt hepy! Jumaat mlm sudah boleh cabut balik kampung! Miss my babies.. miss my adek..miss everyone!!! Especially makanan kt rumah.. hmm..kt cni mkn juge..tp cm xbkhasiat je.. =( 

Bsok kna pegi early..kul 2.30++ dh kna cabut..takut lmbt utk assessment nnt. Parking byr pon xpela sok..cm mls lak nk alih2 krete lgi cm td. Mmg la save singgit..tp pnat lak nk alih2 keter ni. Dh la basement dye parking sgt m'horror'kn..papepon, sgt enjoy life bekerja..WALAUPON penat sedikit. Sronok coz kwn2 sume sporting.. =)

ME..tak sabar mnunggu hari esok.. =)

Aku today at work..
Pic ehsan from yana.. =)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART IV

Rasanyer dh lama sgt xupdate diz blog. New life, new job, new house. Currently living in Selayang, Selangor. Not dat far from uia gombak..but still.. i love it here. Today is my second day of work. Sgt penat..but couldn't sleep yet. Luckily mg digi broadbank is no longer 'berukband'.. sudah dapat connect kmbali.. Dh 3 ari xonline due to no internet connection..sgt sedey.. =(

First day at work..
Quite fun! Sgt sronok..super duper sronok! Meet new friends yg come from different background..with different experience. Briefing n contract signing session with agency. And then balik. 

Second day at work..
Which is today..i start my shift work today. Yesterday started early in the morning. Well not dat morning, 08:45 but dri slayang dh kna kluar awal..7.30 dh kna cabut woo000..hihii.. Today, relax sket. Masuk kul 4.00 pm and balik at 12.00 midnight. Tp arini dpt early release..11.20pm dh balik. Letih sgt! Coz too many things too remember. Learning all Celcom products, plan and rates. Dizzy busy..huhu. Today, my 'awak' anta g kje. Coz today balik midnight takut plak nk park kreta kt luar. So, mintak tlg my 'awak' send me..and fetch me home. Cian dia..curi waktu rehat dia n amik i balik. Sorry awak, coz ssh kn awk n thanks coz concern bout my safety. Dun worry, pandai la sye jaga diri nnt. =)

Second day away from home..
Abah keeps calling me..dia risau bout me. I'm glad to have 'abah' like you.. Thank You abah..
I miss my 'lil babies'..Shinbei & Hikaru.. miss them mucho2! I'm sure they miss me too.. xsabar nk tggu weekend, nk balik rumah and bring along my babies here..sgt merindui mereka.. =(

My babies..Shinbei & Hikaru

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Beginning of the NEW JOURNEY..

Tonite will be my last nite again..at this house. Cuti yg amat pnjang skali. Besok..I officially move out if the house..n live on my own. Pretty scary..another step to adulthood. Hoping for the best! Yeayy!! Starting from tomorrow..its gonna be me..n my new life. New place, new job n new environment. Hari yg di nanti akhirnyer tibe.

On Monday, 8.45 am kna attend training for Customer Service Exec..sgt takottt!!! Hope trainer tu tidakla mngerunkan..sgt takut if dpt trainer yg garang..silap hari bulan leh give up aku nnt..hihii.. =) But still..hope sgt sume org friendly and sporting esok..xnk jumpe fren yg sombong2.. and yg plg penting..xnk de enemy kt tmpt kje nnt.. Huhu..bile pk2 cm cuak plak..yela, dh lama rsenyer xkje. Last wat part-time pon dh lame gile kowt..almost 1 year ago.. tu pon kje admin. Yg ni customer service.. Its really challenging especially when u're dealing with people..mcm2 org, mcm2 ragam.. Probability jumpe customer yg irritating tu mmg sntiasa ade lar. haiyee..sgt cuak wooo000!!

Bsok kna bgun pagi..after breakfast kna grak gi slayang.. Bilik xkmas lgi..aritu juz anta brg jer..hmm, hope lela balik early bsok. Ptg nk g jumpe tiky coz nk minta dye ajar shortcut g mnara celcom, jln semarak tu.. Ntah kt mane ntah, aku pon xtau. Hahaha...

Anyway, mau tidur sudah...bsok kna bgun early.. daa~~

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART III

Akhirnyer...pggilan yg di nanti tibe gak..tp actually bkn pgglan..but SMS okay..hihii. SMS berbunyi..

       "Dear All, Hi! This is Shakun from HirePlus. Congratulations on your selection with the CELCOM Project.
        Kindly drop by my office at Wisma MPL today or tomorrow to sign and collect your contract.
        Should you require any further clarifications, please feel free to call xx-xxxx xxxx for further clarifications.
       Also, kindly bring along 2 passport size photographs. Thank You."

Sok,xyah drive. Abah promised nk drop me there since dye nk g kl gak. Tp pgi tu kna follow dye g amik EO kt Putrajaya. Hepi... Tak sabar nk kje nnt..gains my own money, meet new friends and experience new environment. Sgt2 happyyyyyyyy!!! Yeayyy!!! =)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART II

Keje dh dpt..tp xstart lagi. Masih menanti panggilan yg xkunjung2 tibe.. Takkan aku nk keeps on calling lgi..tkut dorg annoyed lak nnt ngn aku. Yela,kje lum start lgi dh byk tanye.. Tp.. I really need to cnfirm kt mne dorg akn relocate aku nnt. Senangla aku nk cri rumah utk sewa..hope dpt yg dkt sket..hmm.. Susah la cmni.. Td ade company call lgi for interview..pelik. coz aku bru withdrawn my application last nite.. Tup2..ptg td dye call. Hmm..politely aku reject the offer coz dh bjanji ngn company yg nie.. Aiyee..lembap nyer dorg wt cntract..suppose Monday dh msuk kje..tp cntract x siap2 lagi. Nnt nk sign cntract lgi ntah bile2 lak pggl. Jangan isnin msuk kje..sabtu bru pggl sudaa.. Aku dh la nk kna familiarkn dri naik public transport nih..haiyee..mati gue..

Owh hireplus..can u retun my call immediately.. janji mau call once dh inform tmpt..tp smpai arini..habuk pon tarak.. Benci sungguh! Bweekkk!!! Waaa..tension btul arrh!!