Thursday, December 9, 2010

Kerja owh kerja.. PART VI- CSE

Ape tu CSE?? CSE tu singkatan utk CUSTOMER SERVICE EXECUTIVES. Ramai org xtau yg CSE ni lain tau..kiteorg bukan operator okay?? Ermm..duluuuu kite pon igt kje org jwb kol kt careline ni operator je. Tp bile dh kna btg idung sndri bru tau ssh nye jd CSE. Besar tgjwb dan pengorbanan yg diperlukan utk memenuhi kriteria ni. Arini..1st time shift mlm since kt TTDI. Balik kul 12 lebey..coz ade briefings sket pasal test OJA sok. Igtkn time blaja je ade test..tp ghupe nyer..nk dpt kje pon byk bebenor test yg nk kna lepas..hihii..

Actually, now ngah skt kpala..rase cm bengap sgt pas jwb kol arini. Klau pagi ok lgi..even i'm not a morning person.. but still..my brain can function n work well in morning. Tp dh start msuk mlm..sengal sket la kan. Hmm...xpela..lupe kn pasal tu. Nk bgtau..CSE ni sbnrnye susah sgt.. mcm2 karenah org leh jumpe. Dgr bhasa yg bmcm2 lagi..haha. Kdg mmgla seronok..tp lama2 bile dpt or entertain customer yg high demand ni..mmg sesak nafas sket le di buat nye.. Nk jdi CSE kna sabar baaaaaaaaaaanyakkkkkkkkkk2!!! Klau panas baran..huhh, mmg susahla. Bal kate En.Adrin n En.Haffiz..CSE ni problem solver, counselor n good listener. Pendek kate mmg kna btul2 phm prangai customer la.. Dgn call yg bderet2 stiap masa..at the same time nk wt every report lgi..mmg la sanagt2 mnguji ksabaran.

Cmne2 pon..at least, kje ni mbuka sdikit pmikiran dan mata saye ni. Dulu..suke sgt pndg rndah kje ni. Skrg..xlagi. Coz dh tau cmne seksa jdi CSE... so, pasni xnk la wt dajal kt mane2 cse len la.. unless if darurat kn...hik2.. K la, mate dh kelat...kna tido.. Ntah bile leh update lgi pasni xtaula.. Kje yg xtentu masa..haha. Nite2 people.. =)

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

..Hilangnya erti sebuah kejujuran..

Hmm..xtau nape hati terdetik ingin berbicara mngenai topik ni.. mgkin ni ape yg aku rase n lihat setiap hari. Being  someone yg pnah kna tipu, pnah di lukai n pernah mnyukai mnjadikan aku agak sensitif dlm isu2 sebegini. Baik di mana juga aku berada, time study dulu..n now time kje, senario ini sentiasa berulang dan berlaku di depan mata aku. Anyone can play this words around.. and it all started with.. "We're Just Friends". Atau erti kata lain.. "Kite org kwn je la.."

Dalam kehidupan..tak salah klau kite mncari yg terbaik dlm hidup kite. Tapi ianye mnjadi salah seandainye bertentangan dgn tujuan asal kite. Maksudnyer di sini..yess, kdg2 kite kna grab kbaikan yg ade di depan mate kite.. tp sblm kite grab kbaikan tu..tanye la diri tu dulu.. Perlu ke kite ambil kbaikan tu? Adakah kite betul2 perlu kbaikan itu untuk diri kite? Sama lah seperti sesebuah perhubungan itu.. Yea..kite di beri peluang untuk bertemu dengan ramai manusia yg dtg dari pelbagai background. Dlm byk2 tu mgkin ada a few yg ade 'chemistry' ngan kite..tapi perlu ke kite grab sume yg ade chemistry ngan kite tu utk jalin hubungan? Adakah kite perlu hubungan tu dalam hidup kite? Bergantung pada keadaan.. andai masih mencari, xsalah mncuba..betul x? Tapi..

Bagaimana kalau sudah berpunye or ber'komitmen' dgn org lain..perlu ke??
Inilah senario yg selalu saye lihat..people flirting with each other..even though dh beri komitmen pada org lain. Tak rasa bersalah ke pada pasangan anda? Sedikit pon xde ker...berhubungan dgn insan lain secara sulit or rahsia.. Alasan yg di beri.. safer answer.. we're just friends.. Betul ke kawan?? KAWAN ker if pandang memandang 24/7? KAWAN ker if ber'SMS' almost all the time? KAWAN ker if malu2 n cover dpn si dia? KAWAN ker bile melayani si dia lebih dari kekasih hati (kononnnyer kekasih) yg sudah anda berikan janji manis dan komitmen dulu?

KAWAN JUGAK KER??!!!
CHEATING behind the one who loves u.. Always REMEMBER,
what u did to people will automatically happen to u later..
THINK WISELY!


Cukup2la tu..karang org tegur kate dengki..kate org busy body.. tp pikir x knape org tegur? Org xkn tegur klau kite xwat slah. Pernah dgr perumpamaan melayu "Pokok xkn bergoyang klau xde angin" x? Pernah kan..so, pndai2la pikir sendri.. Tuhan dah bg akal fikiran, fikir la yg terbaik. Kalau hati dh suka yg lain.. mahu perhubungan yg baru, lepaskn lah yg lama pergi.. Berterus-terang la.. Kejujuran itu penting. Jangan sakiti hati org yg tulus mnyayangi dan mencintai kite..hanya kerana ketamakan yg bersarang kt dada kite semua. Bayang kan psangan kite pulak yg ada affair dgn org lain..tahu pulak awak marah kan? So, jagalah diri..jangan buat org lain mnyampah dgn prangai anda.. okay? Klau agak2 dri tu gatal terlebey..nk flirt ngn ramai org dulu b4 nk choose yg terbaik..my advice.. Don't Make Any Commitment With Anybody.. OKAY?!!

ME..nyampes dgn p'gatal2 dunia yg xsedar diri..

Love is a sacred things for me.. Hate it when people destroy
the true meanings of love.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Perkahwinan..bukan tiket untuk bermesra2an di tempat awam..okay?!!

Waa..akhirnye aku mpunyai mase utk mnulis isu yg dh bmain kt benak kpala aku ni since slasa lalu.. Lama sgt xupdate blog due to tuntutan kerja yg mlampau..haha.. xdela mlampau, juz sdikit kpenatan..
Okay..enough. Back to the stories.

AL-KISAH.. kerja/training diz week dkt semua house from monday to wednesday.. So, mls nk drive g town..decide nk guna lrt once again. Drive smpai lrt putra n then proceed to masjid jamek.. Monday was fine..since dtg terlebey awl..hehe. Kul 7.15 dh nek train..hihii. Tuesday morning also great.. nothing happened.

However, balik tu cm hampeh sket..turun train..i mean lrt kt stesen putra.. On the way nk g parking kete..lalu la kt tepi stesen tu..kt tmpat stall2 kecil tu..n then de moto parking kt c2. Org sgt ramai since bkn aku sorg je yg nk g car park utk balik. Happened to be.. mase lalu dpn kaunter tiket for bas ke genting tu..nmpak diz 1 couple. Lelaki n perempuan..sedang bcium2 manja di khalayak ramai. Ciss..sungguh jijik aku melihatnye. Melihat pnampilan prempuan tersebut yg berbaju kurung n btudung bawal yg agak labuh dan besar bidang nyer.. sye assume or anggap maybe suami isteri. Tak nk bprasangka buruk.. Si suami nyer sye xbrape jelas sgt muka nye since die pkai helmet. Gaya cm anta isteri nk naik lrt..nk g mana..waallahualam..sye xpasti.

Tapi..persoalannye di sini.. knapa mesti bsikap sedemikian?? Hmm...skali pon seandainye anda sudah berkahwin dan memiliki lesen sah halal untuk bersentuhan..perlu ke begitu di tempat awam?? Tak malu ke anda..sye pulak yg malu tgk aksi sedemikian. Tak sedar ke anda itu islam dan melayu.. dimana letak nye adab dan kesopanan anda.. Andai anda pasangn mat saleh ke sye xkisah..tp mlayu n islam. Sye pon bukan la baik mane..tp sye tahu erti malu.. Even if u're married..please...go n get urself a room!! 

Saye mngerti skirenye anda rse susah ingin mlepaskn psgn anda pergi/berpisah dgn anda.. tp xperlu la nk kiss manja2 byk2 kali..kot iye dh kawen skali pon.  Cukupla sekadar mcium tgn suami anda. Kalau nk kiss jugak..kiss pipi sekali je dah la.. tak perlu la smpai ade dialog.. "lagi la.. alolo, skali je lagi.." di sertai dgn rengekan manje yg jelas kdengaran tatkala saya lalu d tepi mereka.. Malulah..dh la situ tmpat mnunggu teksi, siap ade byk stall tepi tu.. (+) ade ramai kanak2 pon kt c2.. xsegan ke? Nak bermanja skali pon..tggulah kt rumah yea..xperlu nk terang2an mnunjukkn kasih syg anda. Saya tahu anda mgkin sudah bernikah.. tp igtla wahai semua.. Perkahwinan itu xseharusnye di jadikan sebagai tiket/alasan untuk anda bermesra2an di tempat awam. Ini Malaysia..sebuah negara islam. Bukan negara barat..




Semai dan baja lah pkahwinan anda dgn nilai2 yg sepatutnyer.. jgn sesekali kotori
kesucian sebuah perkahwinan itu..
(gambar sekadar hiasan)

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Journey..back to basic..malu with uia students and malay people..

For the first time today..i went back to the basic. Haha..knape?? Mesti sume cam pelik kan.. takdela, juz sekian lama..ari ni aku kmbali mjejakkan kaki ku ke stesen lrt putra. Feels so weird after almost 1 and a half year drive my baby rio and never took public transport. Byk perubahan..especially in their inside details..more safety n more colourful. Nice la..after soo00 long..dpt lihat ader perubahan. Even station putra tu pon byk brubah..sudah ade byk atm machine..self service touch n go vending machine..and added line for touch n go lines only.. cool! =)
Keep the good service ya, RAPIDKL services..hehe..

Well..dlm keenakan ku menaiki lrt arini..ade jugak kenangan yg bg ku agak terkilan, malu dan sedih.. Nak tau knape...let me tell you the story.. AL-KISAH..seperti biasa klau dh naik kt stesen lrt putra, pasti sebilangan nyer adalah students uia itself..  I was sitting at the end of the train..then, ade this bunch of group..3 person.. 2 girls and a boy..uia students. Cmne sye tau??? Kerana mereka berbincang mngenai subjek eap..and markah carried mark for their essay n draft..takot x pass eap.
 I was once uia students too..happened to be former uia student now.. This 2 girls and a guy was sitting in front of me..and both of the girls was sitting dkt 2 chairs yg specialised for pregnant women, handicap person and old folks. Once they're all sitted, one of the girls dh ckp..kite sit kt tmpt for special people..but the other girl tu leh cakap.. " Alah, xpe...sape nk marah." And that guy seat next to them. 

Along the way, mase kt wangsa maju lrt..ade this old man.. well, not that old..around 40 yrs old n pak cik tu buta.. Mase kt luar tu pon i dah kesian tgk pak cik tu..sume dok pusu2 masuk, xde org yg tlg dia.. pak cik tu almost nk crash langgar lrt coz nk cari pintu masuk..xde sape pon tlg die..padehal kiri kanan melayu..i repeat..MELAYU!!! When pakcik tu almost nk hit the train, then 1 guy coming..looks like mat saleh.. grab tgn dia n assist dat pakcik.. Dorg pon enter the train.. Mat saleh tu bwk dat pak cik straight kt tmpt utk disable people..means..tempat minah2 blagak td duduk.. 5 second..dorg leh pandang n wat dono jer.. Astagfirullahalazim..pe nk jadi la..yg jantan tu plak, dhla dia sekor je jantan kt situ... dia pon leh wt dono..bukan nk bgun an act as a gentleman.. Ishh..malu2..dhla mat saleh tu still ngah pegang tgn pak cik tu..

5 second past by and pintu nk tutup.. I yg xsampai hati..cepat2 bgun and offer dat pak cik duduk.. Mat saleh tu bwk pakcik tu and bg dia duduk kt seat i td..n mat saleh tu sempat senyum lagi n say 'terima kasih' kt aku.. Bukan la nk ckp kt cni aku ni baik sgt..but my point is kite org melayu..di ajar adab dan tatasusila.. I'm not perfect either..tp sye xtrgamak membiarkan org2 seperti itu diperlakukan sedemikian rupa.. Cuba bygkan if kite di tempat mereka.. And girls tu..xmalu ke anda duduk dan enggan bangun dgn seat yg sememangnyer hak mereka.. Sungguh kcewa dgn insiden tu.. Dan yg paling kecewa..both girls and a guy tu students uia..yg di ajar ilmu agama..terutama skali adab.. Tk tahukah anda erti timbang rasa? Simpati? Tolong menolong? Hormat menghormati? Bukan niat sye memalukan uia students..coz sye juga ex-uia student.. Tp sye teramat2 kcewa dgn sikap mereka2 ni..mgkin bukan semua..tp segelintir drpd mreka. Dimanakah titik kesedaran mereka??!!!
TAK TAHU BACA KER??!!!

 Tapi kekecewaan sye xbrakhir di situ...

Pak cik tu turun..xsilap saye dkt damai or jelatek. Sye kurg pasti.. Happened to be..depan pakcik tu ade 3 org lelaki melayu yg dewasa n nampak ttg kekurangan pk cik tu.. Bila dgr announcement dh nk smpai, bile train tu slow..pak cik tu bgun..coz nk turun. Skali lagi sye mnyaksikan peristiwa yg sungguh memalukan.. Dari jauh sye perhatikan..xseorg pon yg mbantu pk cik tu keluar..bile pk cik tu on d way nk exit lrt..yg dpn dia leh mngelak ke tepi je..bukan nk assist pk cik ni.. Yg memalukan lgi..3 org yg td bdiri dpan pak cik tu pon turun at the same station..but dorg juz kluar melulu jer..dan pak cik tu pon terkebil2 seorg diri.. mcari jalan turun dan keluar stesen. Buat sjenak..saye beristighfar sebentar dri jauh..klau sye hampir pasti sye dh tlg pk cik tu.. Tp sye brada jauh sdikit dri situ selepas bgn dri seat td.. SEDIH!!! Sedih sgt dgn attitude mereka2 semua.. btapa kejamnyer manusia zaman ini..sanggup mperlakukn pk cik tu sedemikian rupa. Dahla menidakkn dan mrampas hak yg di beri pada mreka.. EEee..geram tul la ngan minah 2 ekor tu...dh la duk seat vvip tu..pastu leh xnk bgun plak..yg lelaki tu pon sama..leh slamber badak wt xnmpk n sembang ngn minah 2 ekor tu..sengal!

ME..BENCI DGN MEREKA2 YG SEKUFU!!! MALU! MALUuuu sgt2!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Another step to Celcom Careline..

Hi..my name is Sabrina and i'm one of the trainee in Menara Celcom. Currently employed by HirePlus Sdn Bhd under VADS..in 'Celcom Project'. Today is my fourth day working/training in Menara Celcom. And todays also my first assessment for product assessment. Alhamdulillah, everything when well and smooth. I passed the  first assessment with total marks of 95/100. There's gonna be another 3 assessment to go. Tomorrow we will proceed with another topic insyaallah.. =)

Cheewahh!! Speaking la kitew arini..hihi.. Lama dh xckp fully english..klau stakat rojak tu laju la..hihii.. Arini dpt new experience lagi..spend dkt 1 jam setengah duduk ngan senior yg tgh bkerja and perhati cara mreka mnguruskn panggilan Celcom Careline. Arini sy dpt peluang duduk ngan Nadia,23 thn..sgt brutal n rockers sket budak tu. But alhamdulillah, dia sgt baik dan xkerek mcm senior2 yg lain..aku senang bertanye dgn die..nice girl.. and nice SENIOR.. =) Happy...

Arini knal kawan baru lagi..and today rileks sket. Yg cuak nyew time nk wat assessment and tggu result pass ke x? Ada juga rakan yg kurang bnasib baik..xlulus..but luckily dorg leh wt 2nd assessment. Hope dorg lulus diz time. Tak best plak klau ada kwn2 yg sama2 blaja tetibe kna kick out kan? I'm sure dorg leh lulus..hope sgt2! Today rehat yg plg lama.. 6.30ptg smpai 8.30mlm..2 hours..mkn pon byk..lepak pon lame kt kedai.. huhu..hujanla pulak arini..sedap la lepak kt pulau tikus tu lame2..hihi.. Pelik gak, asal la dorg pggl tu pulau tikus kan? Kata nyer..kt c2 byk tikus..tp klau byk..nape ramai je yg dtg mkn c2..bkn kte2 yg kje kt celcom je..siap yg dtg bwk ank bini segala..haha.. tapi mkn mmg sedap and murah kt c2.. juz parking jela mahal..tp pe nak wt..situ mmg susah parking. Klau de parking pon kt basement yg horror tu.. xnakla..takut gue!

Pastu td nak balik En.Adrin leh citer pasal koleksi2 bsiri HANTU kt Menara Celcom tu...bengong jek! Dah r aku balik tiap2 ari akn lalu jln yg gelap sket..haiyee..mulut manyak cabul woo00!! Hmm..insyaallah xde pape spnjg kje kt sana. Aku cri rzeki halal..bkn nk kcau tmpt org..kan??? Hihii..sekian update sye utk arini.. 

~PeaceOneLove~

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART V

Third day of work..Wednesday 10/11/2010
Arini reach home around 12:15am..everything when smooth. Much closer to all fellow colleagues kt tmpat training. Supposed ade assessment today, tp postpone esok. Awal kelas..hoh00..sgt takott!! Passing mark is 85%.. Encik Adrin ckp akn ade 4x assessment utk kteorg..aiyarkk!! Sgt pening woo.. Honestly, learning bout all the Celcom prepaid product sgt memeningkn coz ade byk sgt point ank2 yg kecik2 tu..hope everything when smooth besok. Sgt takut utk assessment..cm nk amik final exam lak..huhu. 

Arini rabu..dh masuk khamis..lusa sudah jumaat..sgt hepy! Jumaat mlm sudah boleh cabut balik kampung! Miss my babies.. miss my adek..miss everyone!!! Especially makanan kt rumah.. hmm..kt cni mkn juge..tp cm xbkhasiat je.. =( 

Bsok kna pegi early..kul 2.30++ dh kna cabut..takut lmbt utk assessment nnt. Parking byr pon xpela sok..cm mls lak nk alih2 krete lgi cm td. Mmg la save singgit..tp pnat lak nk alih2 keter ni. Dh la basement dye parking sgt m'horror'kn..papepon, sgt enjoy life bekerja..WALAUPON penat sedikit. Sronok coz kwn2 sume sporting.. =)

ME..tak sabar mnunggu hari esok.. =)

Aku today at work..
Pic ehsan from yana.. =)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART IV

Rasanyer dh lama sgt xupdate diz blog. New life, new job, new house. Currently living in Selayang, Selangor. Not dat far from uia gombak..but still.. i love it here. Today is my second day of work. Sgt penat..but couldn't sleep yet. Luckily mg digi broadbank is no longer 'berukband'.. sudah dapat connect kmbali.. Dh 3 ari xonline due to no internet connection..sgt sedey.. =(

First day at work..
Quite fun! Sgt sronok..super duper sronok! Meet new friends yg come from different background..with different experience. Briefing n contract signing session with agency. And then balik. 

Second day at work..
Which is today..i start my shift work today. Yesterday started early in the morning. Well not dat morning, 08:45 but dri slayang dh kna kluar awal..7.30 dh kna cabut woo000..hihii.. Today, relax sket. Masuk kul 4.00 pm and balik at 12.00 midnight. Tp arini dpt early release..11.20pm dh balik. Letih sgt! Coz too many things too remember. Learning all Celcom products, plan and rates. Dizzy busy..huhu. Today, my 'awak' anta g kje. Coz today balik midnight takut plak nk park kreta kt luar. So, mintak tlg my 'awak' send me..and fetch me home. Cian dia..curi waktu rehat dia n amik i balik. Sorry awak, coz ssh kn awk n thanks coz concern bout my safety. Dun worry, pandai la sye jaga diri nnt. =)

Second day away from home..
Abah keeps calling me..dia risau bout me. I'm glad to have 'abah' like you.. Thank You abah..
I miss my 'lil babies'..Shinbei & Hikaru.. miss them mucho2! I'm sure they miss me too.. xsabar nk tggu weekend, nk balik rumah and bring along my babies here..sgt merindui mereka.. =(

My babies..Shinbei & Hikaru

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Beginning of the NEW JOURNEY..

Tonite will be my last nite again..at this house. Cuti yg amat pnjang skali. Besok..I officially move out if the house..n live on my own. Pretty scary..another step to adulthood. Hoping for the best! Yeayy!! Starting from tomorrow..its gonna be me..n my new life. New place, new job n new environment. Hari yg di nanti akhirnyer tibe.

On Monday, 8.45 am kna attend training for Customer Service Exec..sgt takottt!!! Hope trainer tu tidakla mngerunkan..sgt takut if dpt trainer yg garang..silap hari bulan leh give up aku nnt..hihii.. =) But still..hope sgt sume org friendly and sporting esok..xnk jumpe fren yg sombong2.. and yg plg penting..xnk de enemy kt tmpt kje nnt.. Huhu..bile pk2 cm cuak plak..yela, dh lama rsenyer xkje. Last wat part-time pon dh lame gile kowt..almost 1 year ago.. tu pon kje admin. Yg ni customer service.. Its really challenging especially when u're dealing with people..mcm2 org, mcm2 ragam.. Probability jumpe customer yg irritating tu mmg sntiasa ade lar. haiyee..sgt cuak wooo000!!

Bsok kna bgun pagi..after breakfast kna grak gi slayang.. Bilik xkmas lgi..aritu juz anta brg jer..hmm, hope lela balik early bsok. Ptg nk g jumpe tiky coz nk minta dye ajar shortcut g mnara celcom, jln semarak tu.. Ntah kt mane ntah, aku pon xtau. Hahaha...

Anyway, mau tidur sudah...bsok kna bgun early.. daa~~

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART III

Akhirnyer...pggilan yg di nanti tibe gak..tp actually bkn pgglan..but SMS okay..hihii. SMS berbunyi..

       "Dear All, Hi! This is Shakun from HirePlus. Congratulations on your selection with the CELCOM Project.
        Kindly drop by my office at Wisma MPL today or tomorrow to sign and collect your contract.
        Should you require any further clarifications, please feel free to call xx-xxxx xxxx for further clarifications.
       Also, kindly bring along 2 passport size photographs. Thank You."

Sok,xyah drive. Abah promised nk drop me there since dye nk g kl gak. Tp pgi tu kna follow dye g amik EO kt Putrajaya. Hepi... Tak sabar nk kje nnt..gains my own money, meet new friends and experience new environment. Sgt2 happyyyyyyyy!!! Yeayyy!!! =)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..PART II

Keje dh dpt..tp xstart lagi. Masih menanti panggilan yg xkunjung2 tibe.. Takkan aku nk keeps on calling lgi..tkut dorg annoyed lak nnt ngn aku. Yela,kje lum start lgi dh byk tanye.. Tp.. I really need to cnfirm kt mne dorg akn relocate aku nnt. Senangla aku nk cri rumah utk sewa..hope dpt yg dkt sket..hmm.. Susah la cmni.. Td ade company call lgi for interview..pelik. coz aku bru withdrawn my application last nite.. Tup2..ptg td dye call. Hmm..politely aku reject the offer coz dh bjanji ngn company yg nie.. Aiyee..lembap nyer dorg wt cntract..suppose Monday dh msuk kje..tp cntract x siap2 lagi. Nnt nk sign cntract lgi ntah bile2 lak pggl. Jangan isnin msuk kje..sabtu bru pggl sudaa.. Aku dh la nk kna familiarkn dri naik public transport nih..haiyee..mati gue..

Owh hireplus..can u retun my call immediately.. janji mau call once dh inform tmpt..tp smpai arini..habuk pon tarak.. Benci sungguh! Bweekkk!!! Waaa..tension btul arrh!!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Aku dan mase lalu..

Akhirnye dpt gak aku publish post smlm yg aku tulis pnjg lebar 2nite..sengal nye tenet..sape r yg jaht curik cable ni..sbaik de berukband digi ni ar..haha. Skrg jam kul 01:58 (01/11/10)..tgh dgr lagu FT Island..love love love..

Still waiting for the call from the agency bout the works..even dh cnfirm dpt but still need to wait the official clarification.. =) Alhamdulillah.. rezeki memihak pada aku. Kadang2 aku terlupa..how lucky i am.. Since dri kecil, idup aku xpnah lekang pape..esp in terms of money n things.. Mostly, ape yg aku nk pasti dpt..as long as i strived and earn for it. Being daddy's little girl added the advantage..haha. Tp seriously..i'm always lucky. Stakat yg aku remember..mse SPM dlu..everyone sume beli borang ni..borang tu..mcm2..matrics la, UPU la..etc.. but aku??? Hmm..not interesting at all. Stu2nye borg yg aku beli ialah borang UPU. After SPM, trus kerja n help my dad with his restaurant dat time..semua isi kandungan borang aku xpnah amk tau. Yg isi sume bapak aku.. Pagi2 aku bgn juz sign document.. I never knew anything bout university..none!

Even the day result kuar pon aku xtau..yg cntact aku my fren, Faris. Dia yg inform n offer check kn result aku.. And kelakarnye i managed to get thru lak tu.. Tp yg wt aku suffer dlu when dpt tau my dad apply uia. What?!! Dat morning i cried..not bcoz i'm sad to leave the house but bcoz my reluctant to go there. Aku ni xde la daif sgt soal agama..yes, i still pray wlaupon tunggang terbalik dat time.. juz, the rules n lifestyle kt sane wt aku suffer sket. I'm a free hair girl..come from kebangsaan school..have lots of boys friend..and few girl yg aku kenan nk kawan. Bit tomboyish pon dlu..bkn bangga..but dats me..dlu. Bygkn budak yg agak social cm aku tetibe kna duk tmpt mcm tu. Uia dlu like a hell prison for me..sgt xske..esp matrics..

Life in matrics really make me suffer..seriously. Bg aku,mse tu girls was discriminated..coz most of the equipment utk sports n everything sume lelaki yg conquer.. Starting from there badan aku naik until now..coz i stop exercise..dlu nk kte athletics sgt tu idakla..tp stakat emas 2,3 ketul tu mesti dpt la every year.. Nk kate kurus skinny pon x,juz normal size.. Tp mse tu mmg disaster la..nk kna pkai stokin, pkai jubah seluar pon xbley..nk kna pkai kain dlm la..mcm2! Dh la aku ni bju krg pon jrg pkai..except uniform skolah jer..haha. Raye pon pkai kjap jer..hmm..bygkn cmne aku survive mse tu..how hard i tried to adapt myself dgn new environment.. Bile kt main campus bru ok sket.. Tp spnjg aku duk uia..mcm2 org aku knal..esp species yg plg aku bnci..bajet bgus! Konon tudung labuh baik sgt lar! Bkn prejudice, tp dorg ske judge others yg len sket dri dorg tu cm la kte ni jahat sgt.. Not all,but most of them mcm tu.. yes,aku de jmpe ramai kakak2 yg tdg labuh..tp sgt baik..even tgk muke dye pon kite leh nmpk ksucian mreka terserlah sgt2..i adore them. Tp mlgnyer..spjg idup aku kt uia ni..majoriti yg tdg labuh smua lgi truk dri aku yg biasa2 ni.

Dan sebab tu juge aku lebih prefer utk jdi dri sndri..biarla org kate aku ni liar ke jahat ke..aku xkesah! As long as aku tau siapa aku sbnr2nye.. Skrg2nye aku xhipokrit dgn dri aku sndri.. Aku benci dgn org yg ske mnilai org lain seolah2 mreka itu perfect sgt. Bg aku..ckupla klau kite jg hal kite dlu sblm sebok mncari ksalahan org lain. Tak perlu nk judge other people.. Kdg2 org yg bese2 cm aku ni lagi BAIK dri org2 yg mnutup aurat & btudung tu.. Majoriti yg aku jumpe mse blaja dlu pon dh cukup utk buka mate aku ni sluas2nyer.. SEDIH.. coz walaupon mreka sembahyang nye sempurna siap dgn sunat2nye..tp masih xmampu nk mjaga diri dr maksiat n still xsedar but keeps on cari n kutuk org lain pasal benda yg sama mreka lakukan. So pathetic!! Mgkin bukan semua..yess..masih ramai yg baik2 di luar sana..n sye percaye sume tu masih ade.. juz kdg2 sedih dgn mreka2 yg bpeluang mngenali agama terlebih dahulu tetapi mcacatkn agama itu sndri. Aku bkn ustazah..tp aku juge seperti insan lain yg masih cube mperbaiki dri sndri hari demi hari..


ME...xpernah skali mnyesal memilih jalan ini kerana kesalahan mgajar sye erti pngajaran. Pngajaran mbuat sye mnjadi insan yg lebih baik. Belajar dri kesilapan majdikan sye insan yg lebih kuat..krana stiap kslahan yg sye lakukn akn sntiasa mjadi iktibar utk sye smpai bile2.. ME..bsyukur dgn apa yg ade.. =)

How my big world turn small..

Ola..lame dh rsenyer x open diz blog. Lame xlame mnela..huhu. Well..here's my update. 4 days ago..i received a phone call calling me for an interview. And i accept. With the help of my fren, the next day i went for an interview..the first interview in my life..well professionally la.. Interview utk kje2 bese ni byk kali dh..but this is the first after my degree. Feel so nervous the night before, even nk tdo pon.. i juz couldn't closed my eyes..xtau pukul brape bru aku terlelap. Nak di jadikn lawak nyer..level nervous aku smpai pgi tu nk turun tangga pon rse nk jatuh coz lutut aku ketaq sgt! Hahaa..feel so damn nervous.   Dh la a bit late mse tu..but luckily dat lady yg interview us to friendly bangat! Rse comfy sgt mse kt dlm room tu.

Funny Ads!! Hahha.


But..nk di jadikn crite, how my world turn the opposite direction when this big world became small dat day. Yeah..i met him there..wut a coincident, rite? Sejauh2nyer aku cube blari dri dia..y must i met him there. YES, i admit..even dh break off few years ago..kteorg still in a good relationship..still friends.. But, i really hope to not met him again esp after i knew bout his new relationship. I feel so weird dat day..but yet i still pretends that i'm cool with it. I wish i didn't knew the fact..bkn jealous..seriously..i'm TOTALLY over him. But mgkin sbb i used to be so closed to him..and extra fact he really do fell in love with the girls yg i have intuition about since the day he introduced her to me. Gerak hati aku mmg dh pnah tdetik dia mcintai gadis itu. Sbb tu di awl hubungan kami suatu ketika dulu, aku pernah cube memutuskn ikatan atr kami.

However, jangkaan ku tepat skali. He did fell in love with her now. No wonders dat girl dh xsenyum kt aku bile kteorg tserempak kt centre.. coz slalunyer dia akn tgur aku..but suddenly ble trserempak je..dia akn senyum mcm org bsalah kt aku..since dat aku dh bajet bnda ni..juz xde proof jer.. But b4 diz pon ramai org dh ckp kt aku nmpk dia n 1 girl dating.. but since aku mmg dh anggap dia kawan.. aku juz ckp ngn yg smpaikn kt aku tu.. "Bagusla..i wish him the best". I'm glad he met new love.. But honestly..nape dat girl nk senyum fake kt aku kn..i'm totally ok with it. Juz for me..since die dh ade new girl..i guess i shud stay away. Sbb tu aku xcntact dye lgi..

But,nk di jadikn crite..maybe its fate. I met him at the interview..haha. Aku juz xnk nnt org salah aggap dgn our good friendship esp now dye dh de gf. Aku xpe..aku leh baik ngn mne2 lelaki since i'm always be single.. coz aku mmg xnk de pkwe lgi..ckupla dgn skandal2 aku yg bsepah utk aku handle tu..haha. I dun need special bf for a moment..enuf with bf yg friends ONLY! Fullstop.  Kecik kn dunia nie..sbesar2nye Malaysia ni cmne leh jumpe kt d same interview yg only 3 peeps je attend. Me,him n his friends..haha..bile d pk2 balik..rse funny pon ade..haha. Aku siap citer kt member2 aku..sumenye shock gile..haha..dorg ckp mmg dh jodoh kot..haha. Another funny statement.. no la..xmgkin. It's already in the past..once i've decided to put everything behind me..then there's no turning back.

In the future, we might meet again..mgkin..who knows kan?? But.. hopefully i'll be fine and so were him. Sperti mane aku baik dgn ex2 aku yg len..hopefully mcm tula aku ngn dye. Tak rapat n xjuge mbenci each other.. =)

p/s: nothing is impossible in this world except waking up death people..haha!

**created on 31/10/2010 (02:45) published on 1/11/2010**

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Fair & Lovely-Pathetic Ads

Living at home especially after done my degree give me a lot of time to enjoy myself by watching tv. So, bykla crite yg aku follow and iklan yg aku tgk tselit2 antara celah crite. But 1 ads really caught my eyes..my attention. As a former business student, when i see an ads, i dun really just see it..i'm looking through it in every possible angle and perspective. How they market the product? The storyline..everything.. Well, bukan nk critics..but honestly..i think fair n lovely ads..is way too much bullshit. The storyline is okay..but the problem is on the model they're using in the ads. Well, I'm not blaming the model.. BUT the one that should be blame here is the CASTING CREWS..nothing wrong with the model (Juliana Evans). She's pretty, no doubt bout it.
Juliana Evans
Sape xknal Juliana Evans kan..

Well, back to the stories.. bout this stupid ads..fair n lovely ads..i'm sure all of u pernah watch dat ads kt tv kan..

Why did i say it bullshit and full of craps??? 

Well, tgk models pon dh tau. This is Malaysia okay..not overseas..if u're using dat ads utk viewer outside Malaysia, then maybe u can sell the products by cheating to your viewer bout the effectiveness of the products. Dun blame u though coz byk ads kt tv all lying to the customers.. But, come on!! Malaysia?? Sume org dh tau la how dat girl smemangnye dh cantik and already PUTIH MELEPAK!! No need to cheat people by showing those stupid differences from dark skin to fair skin. People already knew how fair her skin is..goshh!! I wish i could get those pics showing her skin differences that they're using in the ads, but couldn't find 1. But, its okay..i think u can watch it on tv pon kan.. Even the make up mase dye browse dat product and talk to the promoter girl pon dh nmpk fake giler.. Please la..people are not dat stupid..

Knape aku kesah??
Mgkin org akn ckp..lantak la,iklan je kot...biar la dye nk wt iklan cmne pon.. Well, sorry to disappoint all of u peeps, but i will always monitor everything since i learn business study. I'm a biz student after all. Bukan brag or berlagak..but its one of the process learning for me.. Macam mane dunia advertisement and business nk maju if they keep on doing this big mistake that seems so small to them. So, send my message to all advertisement person.. if u wanna make some iklan..esp on tv.. jgn fikir if u have such a beautiful ladies on ur ads akn wt org tertarik on ur ads.. YES,sometimes sex appeal esp women can be an attraction to ur product.. But b4 u do so..think first whether it's really suits your purpose of the products and it suitability to the viewers.
Jgn buat iklan secara rambang..use your knowledge and BRAIN to think outside of the box.. think beyond people expectation. When i watch dat ads pon..the first word that come out of my mouth is..RUBBISH!!! So..plz la..make some worthy ads..n not juz an ads..with no meaning in it. Coz u juz spend your money advertised it on tv and mags on such a rubbish materials. Bukan ke tujuan iklan tu spatutnye myakinkan org tentang kberkesanan product tersebut.. Klau org sume dh tau ttg Juliana Evans yg smemangnye dh putih since lahir lagi..wtpe nk used her as ur model lagi.. Kt situ pon terang2 dh tunjuk yg not ur product yg make her putih like that.. I couldn't say more to the ads except..SORRY..coz ur ads and ur product just genuinely FAKE!!! 


This is wut i see from my own perspective..dunno what other will think.. So please..grown up! Make a real commercial ads.. From wut i see, i dun think those who create n sell dat Fair n Lovely products really believe in their product ability. If u are..then prove it! Use a real life people as ur model..prove to the world how good ur product is..okay?? Make her pretty..hmm..

ME.. Bosan dgn iklan yg merepek2 mcm ni.. B.O.R.I.N.G.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Kerja oowhh kerja..

Hmm..sape xnak kerja?? Aku nak..tp rzeki lom ader lagi la.. Abah ckp.."bangun pagi2..biar pintu rzeki tu luas sikit". Tp aku.. "Malas la,bgun pg2 pon wtpe,bkn de org kt umah.." Hmm..aku mmg degil. Tp nk wt cmne..bukan aku x usaha. Yes, mmg dh de yg offer aku kje..not dat memilih..but kje tu doesn't suit me at all. Klau accept takut xtbawak kerja tu.. Sales..aku leh jd salesgirl watsoever..tp nk jd telemarketer/call centre yg wt outbound call for sales sgtla susah for me. Knapa? Coz aku pon xske klau org nyah sape2 kol aku nk sell some products..n aku pnah marah org for calling me to sell some stupid products..dun even know where they got my number..goshh!! Sebab tu aku xske,coz i might be yelled by sum1 if i accept the job. One more thing, i dun think i have passion to do dat kind of job..

Yes, i'm looking for call centre job,but inbounds call centre. Sum1 used to ask me.."Why Call Centre? Bkn ko de degree in BBA ke??" Hmm..my answer is easy.. First, the salary seems high for a fresh graduates. Second, i dun mind working late at night/shift..coz i'm a 'burung antu' kind of person. My eyes will be so bright at nite..juz couldn't sleep early no matter how much i try EXCEPT i'm so damn tired dat day. Third, i'm seeking for the fundamentals of customer service at the basic level..instead of becoming executive w/out knowledge..i'll prefer to start from the bottom. Owwhhh god..i really need fast answer rite now..most of my application clearly stated 'under consideration' status. Nk apply byk2 krg takut nnt byk sgt plak yg accept dlm satu mase. Hmm..really need to get out from here. Dh gatal2 dh ni..cannot stay at home anymore, need to do some work and get money from it.. So,sape2 ade kerja ksg..meh r offer kt aku..hahahaa.. =)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hari Flu sedunia.. =(

Today..Mr.Flu gave me a visit again..mgkin terlebey mkn udang kot..huhu.. Tp pg mak masak kuey teow grg..rencah..UDANG. Mls nk dgr bising2..mkn juge lar.. Pagi..okay. Masok tghari..idung start gatal2.. dh macam badot pon adew gak aku arini..dgn idung yg kmerahan. Dh naik mlecet dh idung ni duk sental2 ngn tisu..gatal yg amat! Huhh!! Mencikkk!!!

Petang dh start bersin2.. Aishh...tu yg plg xske..idung gatal+berair+bersin+mata gatal2!!! Tp nk xnak kna gak kuar coz nk post order customer..g la JJ Seremban. Nk di jadikan citer..sejuk la pulak air cond kt jj arini..huhu. Tggu turn je dh rse nk bersin agi. Sblm trun td pon dh sapu vicks kt idung..xjalan jugakk..aiyaarkk!!

Ni baru pas pkena teh-0 panas..kureng sket.. tp dh rse2 cm nk headache plak ni..hope xjd la headache nyer nnt..huhu..ok la..nk g tenyeh vicks agi.. Hari ni mmg truk..hari flu sdunia buat aku.. sgt xske!
Wargghhh!!!! ='0
Tak sukee!!! Tak sukee!! Tak skeee!!!! Sob..sob..  =((

Monday, October 11, 2010

11/10/2010-1 years after d-day he went away..

U're in my heart..always.

Hmm..xtau sbnrnyer ape yg aku cube nk tulis..but i'll try ma best.. Tatkala org bpusu2 nk tempah tarikh keramat 10.10.10.. aku?? Hmm..xphm ape yg keramat nyer tarikh nie.. Todays..feel so sad. Since last nite lagi sbnrnyer. Smlm alarm brthday handphone berbunyi..exactly on 00:00:00...means exactky 12 midnight. Sedih..today 11/10/2010 supposed to be his birthday.. Happy birthday bapis..slalunye time2 mcm ni..mesti aku dh wish kt ko..huhu.. ina rinduuu sangat2 ngn bapis!! Yela..even though kite slalu gaduh n jealous with each other.. But still..we know that we will always support each other klau one of us having problems kan.. I miss u..really.. i do. I'M REALLY SORRY!!! coz since the day u past away..hanye skali ina jenguk bapis kt sne. Not dat i'm forget bout u..ntahla.. Not dat i'm not redha with the takdir.. But..it's juz been hard for me to actually dealing with the fact that u're gone. I'm still gathering all my energy and insanity to actually go n visit u there. I wish that i will find it soon..hope so. 

   Kjap je kan..pejam celik mase blalu. Already almost 1 year since you left us. I'll try my best to keep mak hepi. I know how much she loves u.. it's hard to pretend and keep myself strong in front of her..especially now k.ct already mjauhkn dri from us. Dunno y.. Took over all your responsibility as a brother has been hard for me.. Cube utk jadi cth yg terbaik utk adik2 kite juge amat susah.. Its even hard for me to keeps on writing it down now..my tears just when down like a rain falling from the sky..haha. Hate this! U know what..smlm balong kawen..bln 7 aritu bangah yg kawen..sedih n happy at the same time for them. Mlm bangah nikah..dye pkai bju mlayu putih.. dunno why i keep seeing u in him at that time..n dats make my tears kluar lagi.. ssh..sgt ssh utk accept dat fact. Even after 1 year..

  And i've changed...since u're gone. I'm not the same person anymore.. Dlu mase ina ade probs or susah hati..i juz spend my time with u..even kt hospital. Ina akn singgah jenguk bapis.. never knew it would be our last goodbye dat evening.. Sejam ina kt carpark pas tgk bapis ptg tu.. xsanggup tgk u in pain.. Hati rse xsdap sgt..tp kna balik utk bg news kt mak. I shouldn't have left u..tu decision yg plg ina regret until today.. Ina janji akn jaga kluarga kite smpai bile2.. Hingga tibe mase ina mampu utk mziarah pusara bapis lagi satu hari nnt..hanya maaf dan iringan doa yg mampu ina kirim utk bapis kt sana.. Ina syg bapis..even dlm mimpi tu pon ina dh bgtau kn..it feels so real. And i hope it was real..n u know how i really feel bout u.. Salam syg..ina.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Aku hari ini..haha..

Baru shj pulang dri wedding my spupu..sgt penat.. sakit kaki lagi..pkai flat shoes pon still skt kaki.. Almaklumlah..org bdn besau cm aku ni..bdri lelame skit dh sakit kaki..huhu. Balik2 trus bukak aircond le jwbnyer..huhu.. Arghh..sjuk sket bdn ni..mate dh cm kelat2 ni tp hati tu rse nak mnulis plak..hmm..

Family Outing S1
Smalam g webs aigo-media.net..igt nk download family outing agi..byk episode x download agi ni.. Tapiii... terkejut n sedih sgt2!! Waaargghh..admin dorg announce nk shut the web down coz sume dh bz with career n xde mase nk upload n maintain the webs.. Ade mase till the end of this month..so starting kul 4 pagi td..aku dh mula bhempas pulas meng'download' family outing. Skali download..satu episod dh mkn almost 4-5 hours. Skali outing de 2 episode..hishh..sadis tol la..dri pg td try mesti stuck kt tgh2..arini internet connection tersangat2la selow melow...huhu..hmm... Hope sgt sempat download sume episode...subs dye xpe..leh amik kt rss..
Klau xpat..nnt mesti rindu giler ah kt family outing...seyess!!! Owh my aigo-media..plzzz..plzzz..plzzzzz give me more time to download all files..huhu..

Pagi td bgun dlm keadaan marah.. REASON: NO ELECTRICITY... benci sungguh! Dh la kt kmpung ni pon air slalu problems.. Paip pecah la..mcm2 alasan. Sepatutnye kerajaan Malaysia ni buat peruntukan utk tukar sume paip2 air kt Malaysia..a.k.a upgrade sistem perparitan kt Malaysia ni.. Sungguh memalukan..semaju2 Malaysia ni masih xmampu nk salur air pade sume pnduduk nye..rse nye system paip ni mmg dh patut replace kowt..coz dh btaun2 paip tu duk lam tanah tu arr..mesti la dh bkarat n sbgnyer..hmm.. tension jer! Yela..dri kecik dlu rsenye masalah air ni xpnah selesai. Dlu leh sabar agi..coz leh mandi or gune air sungai. Skarang..sungai pon dh xbersih daa..kotor. Air pown dh xsedalam dlu..cetek je sungai2 skrg ni..yg dlm nye longkang besarr...cm kt kl tu..cett!! Buccukk!! EEee..yeyekk!! =p

Aku yg kpenatan..pics captured
on 10/10/10 (17:45)
    Huhu..dh mlalut plak peginyer..pe ar ko ni ina..cehh!! Hahaa..okla..mate sgt letih.. Mau jenguk2 dapur..rse sperti mahu wat teh o plak letih2 ni.. pkena air panas syiokk wooo..okla..nnt smbg agi ek..tata~

Friday, October 8, 2010

SS501+HJ oppa+WGM..

SS 501
Urmm..tetibe trase nk mnulis bout dis band..been admiring the beauty n talent of this grup since past 2 years.. Listening to their songs and watch any shows i can watched during my free time..haha. Actually..dah lama tau bout diz grup..since their 2nd single..SNOW PRINCE..but during dat time i juz dgr dis song only..but not really into dat group.. Officially, they manage to debuted in June 8,2005 if i'm not mistaken with WARNING (1st single). From what i heard..during 2006..they're not dat active. I thougt diz group will disbanded at first..but miraculously they showed up with their other singles..UNLOCK and FOUR CHANCES.. Their came back was actually to promote their 1st album.. S.T.01 NOW.. I lost track of dis group for a while due to my insufficient of internet connection during dat time.. (still in Matrics UIA)..

WGM 1st four couple
Along the ways..time past by so fast..i become addicted to korean movies..but not yet into k-pop world. The only korean song that i enjoyed is the OST of the movies..which reminded me of the movies itself.. However, at the end of 2008..my friends NANA introduced me to one variety show that change my heart forever! We Got Married (WGM) show which became a phenomenon during that time..people are crazee bout this show! Goshh!! WGM is a variety shows that give audience their dream marriage couples among celebrities. Among the first four couple that attracts millions of fan is Alsin couple (Alex&Sinae), Andy&Solbi couple, Ant couple (Crown J& Seo In Young) and Sangchu couple (Kim Hyun Joong & Hwangbo)..

HJ oppa!
Yeah..KIM HYUN JOONG..HJ oppa!!! Ngee..i fell in love with his weird character in this show..lol. But dats true.. But,during that time i still didn't notice he was in SS501..only after a few episode i realize he was one of the member..so I start 'googling' bout dis band..and finally realized that I've listened their songs few years ago..haha..funny.. So, i start to track back what I've been missing this few years. Well..here i am now..writing bout this band..in my blog. Someone used to tell me that dis band doesn't have so much talent as other k-pop bands.. Hey..listen this! Screwed ya! Dun care wut u think at all! I love the music they sing..   I do love other k-pop artist too..but it doesn't mean i must stop supporting them though.. bwekkk!! =P
I enjoyed listening to every genres of music..dun have any bias. Music is universal..rite? No need to discriminate..if u dun like it..then dun listen to it..fullstop! No need to give out ur bad reviews..we dun want to hear or read that.. Fuhh!! Look at the picture..isn't he cute?? =)

Aren't they cute??
Well, back to the stories.. SS 501 has five members.. Leader Kim Hyun Joong, Sexy Charisma JungMin, Prince Young Saeng, Maknae Kim Hyung Joon and Center Kim Kyu Jong. What make them special? Hj oppa can play guitar very well..good looking, pretty, shy and the best in dancing..and now trying his best in his acting career. Jungmin has a cheeky character, very playful and naughty..love to tease people, polite n funny too. Kyu Jong is very soft, polite and cool. He's a gentle person.. look kind-hearted and a bit shy. Hmm.. Young Saeng for me is a shy person..bit quite. Cool..have a really nice voice that really suits ballads song so well..high range voice tone..and really took care of his appearance esp hair..haha. Maknae( youngest) Hyung Joon..pretty, cute..funny..trying too hard sometimes.. has a great voice.. his voice reminded me of Ronan Keating (Boyzone)..a bit similar to that. When i think of him..his cuteness can be best to describe him.. =D.
Well, this is only the character that i can describe based on my interest in them..from what i see on their attitude during shows and songs. This is wut i THINK..okay? Might be wrong though..

TRIPLE S FOREVER!!
The year 2009 & 2010 shows a really drastic changes in their music and appearance.. Maybe due to the increasing of age and experiences..we can see how this band has matured from a prince in 2005 to such handsome and gentlemen persons in 2010. However it is..no matter what..this group will always get my support.. I can see their sincerity in entertaining their fans in every concert and shows they've involved in. No matter whether they are in group or individual activities.. I'm sure they will be doing well. Enough for today..see u all in other post soon.. PeaceOneLove.. =)




Thursday, October 7, 2010

Convocation day+ normal days



d-Day I graduates
Never thought convocation day can be dat tired..even wat majlis org kawen pon dlu xrse this tired. Selesai sudah sgala2nye.. Not like everyone else yg giler2 amik pics photo siap leh hired professional photographer lagi juz for the sake nk amazing pictures..dun blame them though.. Its hard to get juz a piece of degree paper..haha! Wutever.. Well, i did it. But no glamourus pictures for me..juz enough if its only for ma fren n family. I like it that way. But a bit sedih..coz during convo period, i actually able to identified who are truly is my fren..

Sometimes, we happened to be closed to sum1..a fren.. but did they really treat us the way we treat them..dun think so. Well, i have this bunch of fren like this..no need to mention name. We know each other for soo000 long..yet..she didn't change at all. But, itu la mnusia kn.. bile susah sibuk cri kite.. bile senang.. HARAMM KEJADAH!! But its okay.. i dun really needs fren like this in my life.. The other person..used to be my roomates.. but after graduating..she disappeared. When she sms or call me juz for the sake of asking for some information..not even to say hi at all.. What am i?? Some kind of information counter to her or wut?!! Geeshh!! Sungguh benci pde gerangan mnusia sperti ini.. Papepon..lantak korg la..pasni pon aku dh xjumpe korg da.. pndai2la hidup..klau xnk hidup di benci org.. bwk2la brubah yea..
Tq Big Daddy..luv ya..muaahh!!
Okay..enuf for graduation day..back to normal days. Dis 2 days, badan sakit2 la..dunno y. Rse letih yg teramat sgt wlaupon xde la wt kje berat pon. Hmm..nape yek? Bsok dh start tlg mak auntie wt preparation for my cousin wedding day this upcoming Sunday..its gonna be a bz2 day! Mesti punyerr arr!! Haha.. Mata pon dh sleepy bangat dh ni..nk lyn family outing sat..pastu tdo arh.. Tomorrow awaits me! Daa~


p/s: To all my lovely friends..yg bg gifts n flowers..tq so much! Nntkan kdatangan sye di majlis convocation anda tahun hadapan. Insyaallah.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

I miss my Angel.. =')

The day when we love each other..and we still do now..
in our heart.FOREVER!!
Few hour left before my convocation days..feel so sad coz only my parents will join me tomorrow..none of my siblings will be there 2 celebrate with me. If bapis was still alive, he will surely go n support me like he always do when i'm in trouble. At a time like this..i really2 miss him. Its hard to live and go through this life since he go away. He left all the responsibility to me when i still need him to be with me by my side.. But what have been written by god has already been done. FULLSTOP. I miss him.. God, I really miss him.. Dunno why i feel so emotional tonight. I've been hurt again n again.. and i need u by my side..really..i do. Without i even realised..it almost 1 year has passed. May u rest in peace.. even though we always fighting and jealous with each other..but i know..when i'm down u will always gonna be there for me.. You will always be in my mind..and my heart.. FOREVER!! I love you..always!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

A hole in me..

Lama rsenye x update blog..been bz for a while..plus too many pressure to handle.. Today,my cousin sulung punye wedding..neway balong,CONGRATS on ur wedding day!! To k.diana..welcum to da family. 4th October is coming near..dunno why i dun feel like celebrating diz stuff. Something bothering me..but i dunno wut it is.. Something juz doesn't feel right..there's sumthing missing deep inside me..tp..apa??? Still couldn't figure it out.. DAMN!! All of my fren told me how excited they are with diz upcoming convocation..buy new shoes..new clothes..everything new! But me..juz dun feel like buying things..

Today..rse pnat sket..maybe bcoz not enough rest n sleep diz few days..td ptg after the wedding, balik trus tdo.. sangat pnat! Mlm bangun..after dinner..suddenly MR.FEVER gave me a visit.. Aarghhh!! Dun feel so good..couldn't sleep bcoz of this headache n flu..hate myself for being sick like this.. Juz bcoz i couldn't sleep tonite...so i decided to give u a visit..yeah..u is referring to u..my beloved blog..haha! I hope i can spread my flu virus to u..hahaha... The cat juz poop again at my living hall..baka neko! But no need to worries..sumbody gonna clean dat mess 2mrw..haha.. Not me..owhh yeahh!!

My Jong Kook oppa!! Fantasy bf..haha!
Writing bout how i feel really lift the burden i feel inside.. Feel much better now.. even though MR FLU and MR HEADACHE dun seem wanna leave yet. Nah..let it be..i guess i should invite Mr and Mrs Panadol more frequently then.. ngee.. =D Juz remember..few days ago..I accidentally watch diz vids by Mighty Mouth..entitled SMILE..first i see 2AM grup in dat vids..follw by Uee..and other k-pop artist. And then...goshh!! Jong Kook oppa!!! Owhh god!! His smile melt my heart..haha.. Knowing him from Family Outing (season 1) variety shows already make me fell in love with him..he's just so adorable.. He's funny..lol. Dunno why..the 1 dat capture my heart to watch dat series is him.. Jong Kook oppa.. I miss him since dat shows finished..not many updates on his activities on the internet currently. Wish i could join his fan website..but everything is in korean..wish i could read n understand them.. =(
BUT..wutever it is..seing dat vids on MTV really lighten my mood yesterday..n i directly searched and downloaded the vids..dun care bout the singer..as long as JK oppa is in there..haha..

Time now is 03:41 am..i guess i should sleep.. My morning siren will open her speaker if i wake up late again tomorrow morning.. I guess i'm the CINDERELLA of this house.. and my duty is satisfy everyone wishes and hope!! Plus..doing all work chores.. getting all the blames..and sacrificed myself for everyone happiness. Dun worry..i'll keep dat dark secret and put it away deep inside me..till the day i'll die.. =) SMILE!!!

A smile that melts my heart n soul.. XD
p/s: I fell in love with JK Oppa character in Family Outing only!! I wish i can get a bf dat have pretty smile and a hot body like him..haha!! Damn HOT!! I loike it!!! XD

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Preparation for upcoming convocation..

  Selesai sudah sgala urusan utk convocation 4 Okt nnt...jubah siap! Invitation card ade..multimedia card pon set! Huhu..yg xde..bju baru utk cnvo..n tudung cream bru..haha.. Baju tu xkesah sgt..tudung tu yg pnting. Bzaman dh xpkai tudung bawal ni..haha..slalu men sarung jer.. yg slalu lgi mmg togel le..haha.. Nama je blaja kt uia tp..hampehh! haha..not dat i xnk btudung fully..but i'm still not ready to be dat person yet. Yes, mgkin ramai yg akn ckp aku ni sngaja mncari alasan..but everyone has its own opinion and stand..rite? Seandainyer di takdirkn suatu hari nnt sye memilih utk btudung spenuhnyer..sye mahu diri dan tgkah laku sye juge seperti seorg gadis yg berpewatakan sepertinyer.. What i did today is juz for the sake of my mum...utk kpuasan hati nyer. Yesss..i've been a hypocrite person in terms of diz..but i have no choice.. Sorry mak, i wish u were as open as abah is.. Islam bukan satu paksaan..sye ingin mndalami nyer dgn cara sye sndri.. But for convo nnt, i'll have to wear tudung again..

  Back to the story again...the main problems is looking for a place to stay. 4th October 2010..happen to be on Monday..working days..yeahh.. And the bad news is I have to be there by 7 a.m in the morning. Wut the heck!! Geeshh..hate dat! Parents shud be there by 7.30 a.m.. Still searching for a place to stay..hope i can find one soon..OR ELSE.. kna btolak from seremban EARLY in the morning. When i say early..i mean REALLY2 early..nk avoid traffic jam lagi..goshh! Wut ever it is..lets pray for the best. Sabrina..fightin'!!! Gambatte neh!!! XD

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Melayari usia dewasa..from TEENAGER to ADULTS.

  Arghh..gerun rse nyew bile memikirkn semua tu. Seperti kebanyakan remaja lain..zaman itu ku lalui dgn penuh pancaroba..mcm2 dugaan yg aku tempuh. Dari study, cinta, exploration dan bermacam2 lagi la.. Namun aku seronok.. Betul la pesan cikgu dulu..zaman paling best dan akn kite rindu kelak dewasa nnt ialah zaman universiti. Kini tamat sudah tempoh pembelajaran ku.. 4 Oktober 2010 nnt aku bakal di sahkn sebagai pemegang Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pengurusan Perniagaan (Bachelor of Business Administration). Berdebar rasenyer. Walaupon kputusan tidaklah terlalu cemerlang..namun aku puas! Kerana itu adalah usaha aku..penat lelah aku di bumi UIA. 6 tahun berhempas pulas mnjadi pelajar dan pade mase yg same mnjadi seorg remaja yg mningkat dewasa. 

  Di sana aku mngenal dunia dan erti kehidupan.. Tibe mase utk mlangkah setapak lagi ke hadapan. Dunia pekerjaan. Takot bile pk2 pasal ni..mmgla spnjang aku hidup ni mcm2 part-time pnah buat..bkn xpnah bkerja. Tapi yg mgerunkan aku ialah dunia pkerjaan ini berbeza dgn job yg aku pnah buat selama ni.. Profesional world!! Dgr je dh kecut pewut aku ni haa..tp nk xnak..inilah realiti kehidupan. Sampai bile mahu bgantung hidup dgn parents..tibe masenya, kite harus mbalas smula budi mreka pula.. Tq mak n abah for giving me such an opportunity to live and experience the world. Really love both of u mucho2! Hahaa.. Insyaallah, selesai majlis konvokesyen n majlis balong nnt..ina janji akn trus cari kje. Dapat kje nnt ina smbg byr duit monthly Baby Rio..okay? Ngee... tq big daddy!!! Mmmmuaahhh!!! Ops..tq gak coz izinkan ina cuti lame2 smpai ina puas ati skang ni..huhu..

  Alam pkerjaan menanti..ermm..satu lagi yg bmain di fikiran aku. Perkahwinan & serius relationship..commitment & responsibility. Di pnghujung usia 23 thn ni..spatutnyer aku dh de steady bf pon. Tp nk wat cmne..jodoh xpnjg.. Kisah cinta atr aku dan dye berakhir stelah 3 tahun memadu kasih.. 3 tahun yg penuh pngorbanan, tolak ansur dan kasih syg. Mungkin faktor jauh dan komunikasi mjadi masalah kami.. tp xpela..aku redha. Sesungguhnye sye xpnah mnyesal mngenali dan mncintai awk spenuh hati sye. Yea..trus terang cinta sye masih utk awak walaupon dh almost 1 year kite break off..but hati sye masih belum mampu mnyayangi sesiapa lagi wt mse ni. Biarlah mase jd pnentu sgala..sye pasrah dan redha dgn ktentuan ini..  Sye sntiasa mdoakn awk btemu dgn kbhgiaan yg awk cari. =) Really miss u boo.. ='] Ermm..dh mlalut plak aku ni..tula, ssh kn bile tlalu mncintai. Bukan xde yg sudi mganti..cume hati ni masih belum mampu dtembusi lgi..hmm..ok..STOP!! BACK TO THE STORIES...

   Nak citer..yg sbnrnyer..bile sebut kawen ni..zaman umur skang ni..majoriti kwn2 sume dh kawen..paling tidak pon..ank mesti dh de sorg.. Lum cmpur yg bru kawen..bru tunang..yg tgh tggu nk deliver baby..kan? kan? Bile pk2 psl ni..kdg2 sedih pon ader..sbb ikut kn spatutnyer aku pon bgitu..haha. Tp idak ler dgn keadaan skrg ni kan..huhu. BUT still..i'm hepi for them. Skurang2nye mreka mpercepatkn apa yg patot.. bnda baik..xelok tgguh lame2..btul x?? Hehe.. =) 

  For the moment..nk focus on single life dulu..my career (Priority tuh!).. But its doesn't mean we cannot make fren..btul x? Juz be myself.. Aku masih mncari siapa aku yg sebenar.. Ape yg aku inginkn dlm hidup.. Ape yg ingin aku capai dalam hidup.. Semoga hari2 mndatangku mjanjikan lebih adventur, pngalaman n pngajaran hidup yg lebih bermakna!! Skalipon aku harus bermula dari bawah..aku xkesah. Kerna aku yakin, stiap lgkah pasti mberikan aku seribu kelainan & kepuasan dalam kehidupan. =D

Peace y'all!!! Salam..

~It's ME..getting stronger n stronger..~
  

  

  


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Hari2 FASTFOOD ku yg sengal..huahuahua...

Hari ni pecah rekod..sye xmkn nasi pon satu ari..tp mlm ni sye mkn McD..hihii..my dad blanjer.. Igt mau mkn triple cheese burger td..tp takot muak plak..almaklumlah..Trrrrriiiple cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesee!!!! Tp xjdi..amik my fav..BIG MAC..huhu..gemok lgi r aku..pdn muke ko..sape suh makan..kate nk pose mcd..ishh2..trgoda btul la tgk iklan mcd nih..xtipuu!!! Duk umah tgk tv ari2..asik nmpk iklan tu jew..ape daa..

zaman2 uia..haha..
Tp tu la..geram pown de gak td..minah yg amik order tu cm c-al je prangai..cm nk lempang pown de gak td.. Ishh..sabar ina..sabar. As-sabrul minal iman..huhu.. =) Al-kisah..arini mood aku baik..ikut ati mau gak aku hambur minah tu..HAHAA!! Dahla salah amik order..aku order 5 set..siap ckp lgi sume regular set accept yg Big Mac tu large..dye angguk haa..haa..ajew.. Pastu check2..wt 4 set je.. bile aku ckp aku order sume set dye leh ckp bukan de ckp ala-carte ke td??? Ntah bile2 aku ckp cmtu ntah..haisshh! Sengal! Dhla x say sorry..ngok tol minah tu! Tap2 tup balik umah..satu cili sos pon dye xbagi..cilakak punye olang! Bukan mintak 1 botol..cili sos peket kecik pon kdekut ker.. dh la serve org ngn muke 'taik trentak' dye...eee.. Helloooo......awk tu frontline staff..suppose kna greet org with smile..polite..bukan tu praturan korg ker..aku dlu pon pnah gak wt part-time mcd..wlaupon kjap..tp aku xde r wt muke taik cm ko.. kot iye pon pnat kan..ko kje di bayar..bukan org suh ko kje free..  To McDonalds Tesco Seremban..pantau2la attitude pkerja2 korg ek..serve with smile sket..xdosa pon klau senyum kan..hmm..

Al-kisah..nyampes sungguh ngn service fast food skrg yg cam p*nd*k!! Tettt..........ttt.....
Ni KFC Rasah Jaya plak! Sblm pose aritu..g r mkn kt sne..ngn adik gua tercinte.. Order set x-meal je kot..2 je... Order la.. ayam dpt..cheesy wedges ngn air ader... Aku rse mamat yg amik order aku tu..supervisor kowt..coz bju dye wrne putih..len dri staff kt c2.. Dia msuk lam tray n bg no. tu..xckp pon burger tu lmbt agi..
Dh bg no tu pepaham jela kan..so,tggu la. Ayam dh abes..cheesy aku pon dh balon..tggu punye tggu xde gak..last2 dh dkt stgh jam..xde gak..aku pon sound r mamat td yg kt kaunter tu..burger aku mne?!  Dia leh sengih2 bajet ensem lak kt c2..sambil bkate.. "hehehe..jap ek.". Gaya dye pon dh nmpk sgt dye lupe wt order aku. Hampeh!! Aku tggu agi..10min lepas dh..xsmpai2 agi.. Aku tenung dye kt kaunter..pastu dia leh panggil aku g kaunter amik beger sndri.. Mmg nak MAMPUS la mamat tu kan! Aku g kt kaunter ngan muke bengkek aku..slamber gua ckp.. "BRO,lu bungkus jela berger tu.. Cmni ke korg serve customer..dh r lmbt,leh suruh aku lak amik sndri kt kaunter! Cam f**ker!! Gua amik brger gua trus blah..mamat tu lak diam n never say sorry. Kalau supervisor pon serve customer cm c-al..yg staff nyer xtau agi r kan..

  Diz happen at KFC Seremban yg 24hours tu.. mlm..around 10.30pm..drive thru.. Minah gak yg amik order..order bucket 12pieces aym+2 whipped potato+2coleslaw+2 cheesy wedges large...aku siap repeat order g utk minah tu... Time aku ngah order tu pon aku dh bengang yg amat...aku ngah ckp dye leh cakap ngan other stuff kt dlm tu..pastu dok tanye2 aku.. 'Sorry..ape td?" ..sorg g nk kna carut ngn aku..eee..pastu dye leh men kjar2 lak jap kt c2..tyme aku ngh cnfirm order ngn adek2 aku..pastu aku nk tmbah order nk kna tggu dye dtg balik lak kt tpi tgkap tu.. Pe punye org la..kang aku mrh..tau lak bengang kn! Eee..xbkenan btul ar aku ngn minachi yg amik order aku tu.
   Okla..order settle..bile tyme amik order..tu yg kluar p*nd*k dye.. Minah tu tulis order slh..coleslaw aku de 1 je.. aku ckp aku order 2..bile tgk resit..adik yg bg order tu ckp de 1 je.. Aku ckp aku nk 2..budak tu leh sengih cm kerang busuk n ckp.. "Tak leh tukar order r..klau nk gak kna g beli kt dlm r.." Sin ya alip lam btul la!! Aku pon.. "pa***t la ai..". trus blah..

PENGAJARAN... Fastfood operator..tgk2la outlet/franchise korg tu..name dh gah..tp service HAPRAK!! Piiirahh!!!

p/s: Sbb menda cmni la..aku dh kurengg sgt mkn fastfood..klau g mall pown lepak food court je skang.. =)
Rindu N.AYAM SPECIAL JJ AU2..lauk hati..nyummy!!! XD

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Pentingnyer COMMUNICATION SKILL di kalangan mereka yg bergelar IBU BAPA

Isu ni dh lama berlegar2 lam kpala hotak aku ni..coz aku pon face the same problem ngn parent aku.. Bukanla kate hubungan ngn famili tu xbaik..idak ler begitu..tp juz sumtimes they need 2 learn to listen to their children. Pesanan ni di tujukan khas buat IBU & BAPA kt luar tu. Anak2 ni kdg2 bknla jahat..juz ade nakal n degil dye.. Lagi di tegah lgi nk wat..huhu..tu aku la..sapew agi an? Aku ngaku..kdg2 mak n abah aku geram coz aku ni DEGIL yg amat! Tak mkn nasehat..tp nape ek.. agak2 nape ak degil?? Hmm.. 


Al-kisah...
    Kadang2 ibu n bapa terlalu obses dgn kuasa mereka sbg ibu n bapa. Mereka mahu anak2 mngikut tlunjuk mereka tanpa ingkar sepatah pon. Bila anak2 mbantah..mula tggi suara. Anak2 jd annoyed n wat prangai dorg.. Satu bnda yg mereka lupe ialah tolak ansur dan faham memahami.. Benda yg boleh di bawa berbincang..bincang elok2..slow talk. Insyaallah anak pon leh tolak ansur (except yg prangai cm setan tu la..yg dh xleh tlg)..hahahaaa.. 


  Ibu bapa juge lupe yg mreka juge mnusia biasa yg xlari dr mlakukn kesalahan. Bila anak2 tegur ksalahan mereka..trus melenting. Kata nyer.."aku ni dh mkn garam lgi lme dri ko..ko yg stahun jagung ader hati nk ajar aku lak.." Hmm..mmg la,sye akui mereka lebih bpengalaman dri kiter yg mude2 ni lgi..tp xslah kn mnegur klau mereka wt slh juge. Contoh nyew begini la..ada org dtg umah,kwn ibu kite.. kite tgk ibu sibuk kt dapur. Kite ckp ibu g la teman kwn ibu kt depan..biarla kite yg urus dapur..wat air,hidang kuih etc.. Ibu wt xtau. Kite ckp agi..tetibe ibu marah.. "Yang ko sebok nk suruh2 aku g depan ni apsal?! ...hmm..agak2 nape ibu marah? Pikir2la sndri..ni kisah benar..tp xperlu sebut siapa la kan.. ambil sbg renungan jer.. 


  Ibu bapa juge lupe cara nk mnegur anak..tegur bukan skadar mberi nasihat tp tegur sbg sapaan..komunikasi.. Kbanyakan ibu bapa bila mnyuruh anak.. cth ek.. "Wan,ko g dapur amik pisau bawak cni.." Agak2..ramai x yg slalu ckp bgini..rasenyer ramai kot.. Mereka lupe kata kunci TOLONG dlm berbicara..skali gus mnjadikn ayat ni sebagai ayat perintah. Hidup remaja/org mude..sgt BENCI ble di perintah.. Cube klau kite ckp.. "Wan,boleh tolong ibu amikkn pisau kt dapur?" rsenyer..si wan td pon jdi xbyk soal..n trus ckp okay ke..jap ye ibu ker..pape la yg elok percakapan nyer..kan..hehe..


  Satu g masalah communication skill yg slalu di amalkn oleh ibu n bapa zaman skrg ialah..CAKAP X SERUPA BIKIN.. dia bgtau ank dyr cmni cmtu..tp dye pon 2x5.. tak percaye..hmm.. crite lagi.. Mak pesan pas mkn basuh pinggan.. kte pon pas mkn trusla basuh pinggan..ikut kate. TAPI...lama2 tgk ibu..ibu mkn pggan sbiji pon xbasuh..cmne tu.. kdg2 kite xdela kesah kan..sbb ibu n ayah pnat balik kje..so kite kmasla pe yg patot..tp kdg2..bile hari cuti,kite dh kmas sume2..ibu mkn buah ke ape..gune pinggan/piring sbiji..nape tgglkn kt sinki..nape ibu x basoh?? Dye suh kite cuci pas mkn..tp nape ibu xwat.. Hmm...pk2..


  Kbyakan ibu bapa juge lebih ske mnghukum dri mnyiasat kbenaran. Sye xnafi,anak2..cth sye..juge banyak mlakukan kesilapan..org mude la katekan..suke explore n cube new experience. Tp kdg2..xsemua bnda yg anak2 wt tu jahat.. Nama pon mnusia kn..di jadikn dgn plbagai rupe n prangai yg berbeza2..antaranyer bz body..ske jge tepi kain org.. xleh tgk org snang..sntiasa busuk ati nk cri kslahan org kn.. Wujudnyer org mcm ni lam masyarakat sgtla irritating..n mnyusahkan... kdg2 wat fitnah sna sni..baik ke tu??? Nk bz body,boleh..xde org marah..tp nyibukla pde bnda yg baik..nyibuk kt cramah agama ker..nyibuk kt kelas ilmu ker..ok la kan..ni x..wat citer sne sni.. Al-kisah lagi~ ade joyah duk lam satu taman..sibuk ngata ank org sne sni..mcm la dye xde ank kan... "Ko tau,smlm aku nmpak ank si polan2 wt ehem2 kt semak tpi tmn sane..bla2..".. Pastu minah pon jln jumpe mak si polan2..cite r.."Kalau aku ckp ko jgn mrh..joyah ckp dye nmpak bla2..." Pastu jdi isu..ank balik trus kna serang tranggg tang2!! Kna fire kaw2 la kn..xreti jge maruah la..pe la..mcm2.. Ank xde ksmpatan nk bela diri.. Masalah juge tu..kn? Pada ibu bapa..klau jd hal cmni..siasat la dlu..okay..jgn pcye bulat2..klau betul ank itu tidak bslah..bdosa kite hukum org yg xmlakukn kslahan tau! Satu kes agi..tlalu protect anak pon susah gak..smpai ank rompak umah org terang2 pon nk bela lgi..sggup tutup tlinga buta hati buta minda semata2 pcye konon ank tu xslh..tu yg spoil tu! PENGAJARAN...biarla berpada2..moderation..penting tu.. jgn cepat mghukum pde ssuatu yg xpasti..dan jgn pula trlalu mlindungi krana ia psti mrosakkn akhlak ank itu sndri..


  Klau nk sebut pon smpai bsok kowt xabes..tp ni la hakikat manusia..xlari dri wat ksilapan kan? Sye pon byk wt silap..pe yg sye tulis adelah dri pmerhatian sye smata2..pngalaman dan juge cerite dri teman2.. Sye pnah dgr sorg ustaz mbicarakn masalah ini..tp nmpknyer...msih blum cukup utk mbuka mata ibu2 n bapa2 utk lebih peka ttg teknik bkomunikasi dgn anak2.. Renung2kn lah sndri..tuhan kurniakn kite akal utk brfikir.. xslah kn klau kite bfikir sejenak dan muhasabah dri sebentar.. salam sayang.

Siapa AKU??

ME?? Aku di lahirkan sebagai seorang perempuan oleh insan yang bergelar EMAK pada ku.. Seorang yang pendiam dan sangat berahsia. Tetapi..kadang2 aku ni peramah juge orangnyer.. depends on situation..and person. I love to laugh..and i love to make people laugh. Aku seorang yang sangat DEGIL n KERAS KEPALA.
Kadang2 aku ni kasar jugak..walaupun orang tgk aku..org kate aku ni lembut..tp hakikatnye TIDAKKK sama skali.. I can be a defensive person..especially pde org/benda yg aku syg n treasure a lot! =)
Sye tidak suke bkongsi..tp xbmakna sye tak bole bkerja ngn org..juz bnda sye je sye xske kongsi ngn org.. Bukan AL-KUDUKUT yea..sye ske bg org mkn..tp bkongsi benda yg sye rse xpatot tu tkdela.. Sangat mementingkan hak sye..especially DUIT! Penting tu! Haha.. SANGAT2 mementingkan persahabatan.. Benci pde org yg bz body..coz sye xske amik tau hal org..so jgn kcau hal sye..okay! Dun like org memandai2 wat crite pasal sye..klau nak tau sgt pasal sye..juz ASK..not a big deal..klau nk sye leh crite r..xperlu nk korek2 kt org len..krana mereka juge xtau sgt psl sye..yg tau hanye 2 je..ME n ALLAH..okay?! Hehehe..

Mgkin byk lagi pasal sye yg terlalu la bersepah2 klau nk crite pon.. Maybe sum other time..mlm karang ke..esok ke..rse nk smbung nnt..tgkla yea..xjanji.. Wt blog ni pon juz nk mluah rse di hati.. dlu rajin tulis diary..tp since tangan sye ni sakit aritu..dh xtulis byk2..skadar mnaip tu boleh la..pakat cam taip assignment tyme blaja dlu..huhu..

Okla..smbg len kali yea..tata SABRINA.

p/s: GILO! Ckp sensowang..huahuahua..ADA AKU KESAH!!! XD

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